“When divided we stand, baby, united we fall”
I never thought it was possible to love someone so much and also hate him with such passion all at once.
On certain days, we can’t even see eye-to-eye. I guess both of us are too stubborn and refuse to give in each time we are in a heated argument.
I don’t see why I should be the one apologizing when I didn’t do anything wrong in the first place – well, at least that’s what I thought of 2 out of the 3 arguments that we’ve had recently.
And even if I did, until today, I can’t see the reason why he should raise his voice at me. I’m 28 years old, for heaven’s sake, not his 3-year-old daughter! Even my mom doesn’t talk to me in such a manner.
I know I’m extremely stubborn and I won't deny that. I’ve always believed that if I’m right, I need to stand up for myself because if I don’t, nobody else will. If you are looking for a doormat, I’m sorry but you won’t find it here.
On top of that, I’m a carrot person and the stick method doesn’t work on me at all. Maybe he hasn’t realized this yet.
Or maybe he prefers to apply the stick method just because it has worked for him in the past.
I love him dearly but perhaps at the end of the day, I still love myself more.
“The good ended happily, and the bad unhappily. That is what Fiction means.” – Oscar Wilde in ‘The Importance of Being Earnest’
2 comments:
I guess there is no wrong at all to love yourself more, since we only have only ourself end of the day, no matter what happenned.
Hmm... sounds like somebody is speaking from experience...
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