Today is one of my ex-boyfriends birthday so I’d like to take this opportunity to wish him happy birthday. And also to you Y3, but only because I know you’ll be reading this. XD
I can see that he’s extremely blissful in his relationship right now. Even though I’m in a relationship and he’s in another, I have to admit that sometimes it does feel weird looking at photos of them together.
Which reminds me of the last time I ran into my most recent ex with his new gf at a shopping mall: although I already have absolutely no feelings for him whatsoever at that time, it just feels damn strange. My heart was pounding so hard that I was worried that my gf, who was next to me, could hear it.
I wonder if this is a feeling that people normally get when they (unintentionally) bump into their exes. Or does it only occur to psychopaths like myself?
But honestly, from the bottom of my heart, I’m happy for *bleep* because he is an amazing guy and deserves all the joy that this world can bring. Although I can’t say the same for my last ex and since I do not want to sound like a broken record, if you are curious to know more with regards to ‘Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah’ (Today in History), you can read it here:
http://mellys03.blog.friendster.com/2007/08/you-sent-me-an-sms/
Ah, the good ol’ memories.
I guess one of the reasons why I keep a blog (besides keeping me sane) is when I go back and read the entries; they really do bring back some fond recollections. There is only so much that our brain can store and a blog does the job a hundred times better. (Blog? Job? Hmm...)
Sometimes I look back and laugh at how incredibly silly I was in the past but then I’ve always believe that every single experience that I’ve previously encountered has mould me into who I am today so without a doubt, I would say this: no regrets.
“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.” – Gilda Radner
Happy birthday my dearest,
5 comments:
Haha..i was a bit "perasan" when i saw the title but straight away told myself impossible..true enough, when i read on, i smiled.
Very kind of you for still mentioning a little of me..knowing me as the loyal fan of your blog.
Well, I agree it's still odd when you bump into exes even though the feelings between 2 persons has become history. I just wish that the other party would not treat me like an enemy or stranger...
Hmm, at least I didn't forget to wish you happy birthday on that day... In person, some more, which is much more meaningful than just a mere mention in a blog entry, don't you agree?
Well, whether or not both can remain as friends depends on how the r'ship ended. If it was too ugly, then I guess don't have to bother. LOL.
Of course I appreciate very much on your personal greetings and special note on the birthday card:)
Yeah, what's meant to be is meant to be, or vice versa... so just keep the good memories and live on happily:)
haha...the sms is indeed hilarious & amusing. i was trying hard to figure out what exactly your ex wanted to say. well, they say men are pigs, i say...'some men can be pigs'! oink! oink!
another good piece! cheers...
Yeah, but what I don't understand is why they want to be pigs when they can be so much more than that? Anyways, I hope that I'll come back in my next life as a man in order to fully understand what is going on behind those eyes.
Thanks, teacher. Any chance of you having a secret blog?
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