Do you know what it feels like to be stuck in a rut - when you know that you are supposed to make a choice and yet you hesitate?
That’s exactly what I’m feeling now.
I want to move forward and yet, I am afraid to make a decision in fear that it would turn into a disastrous one.
Deep inside, I know that I don’t want to be stuck in this situation forever because I am no longer happy with it. I may be able to lie to the whole world but I can't lie to myself.
It’s not supposed to be this way and I do not want to end up like the people that I used to make fun of.
God, I am such a coward.
I guess I just have to be brave and face my fears. After all, I am a rational human being. Well, at least that’s what I think I am anyway.
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be.
“We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.” – Carlos Casteneda
I don't need another alarm clock,
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