Do I have to say the words?

"So easy to say the words goodbye, so hard to let the feelings die"... as the lyrics to the Natalie Cole song, Starting over Again, goes.

They say that you won't know how to appreciate the things you've got until they're gone.

Every once in a blue moon, I'd ask myself if we've made the right decision by choosing this path or whether both of us should've strived harder and meet each other halfway instead.

And when I think of him, I can't help but wonder whether he is somewhere other there, thinking of me too.

But I've always believe that if it's meant to be, no matter how long it takes, we'll get there eventually. And if it isn't, regardless of how hard we try, it will still fall apart in the end.

Only time will tell.


"The bottom line is that (a) people are never perfect, but love can be, (b) that is the one and only way that the mediocre and vile can be transformed, and (c) doing that makes it that. We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." - Tom Robbins in 'Still Life with Woodpecker'


Thinking of you,